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It has been awhile. A long while. Well 2months or so.
Camp has ended. Though there was much good there was much bad as well. I did make some awsome friendships though who knows if they will last with the distance and college life.
Im glad to be home and frolic and do whatever the hell I want. This morning I woke at 9:30. It has been months since I've slept that long and damn it felt nice. Though it's sad not to wake up with 4 campers in your tent. I really do miss my 12year old girls. They were bratty and annoying and rough...but it was all worth they brought many giggles and smiles to my alleghany camping days.
My campers have already emailed me and alice has done the same as well. Emails are fun though so distant, letters would be nice..ooh now wouldnt they?
Today I am going to brunch at hayfields...ahh real flipping food and not having to pay just makes the eating all that much fun.
I need to go. No really I have to go meet kristen.
and then the baseball game. O's vs. Yankees (have killer seats...thank you father)
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Wednesday, May 31st, 2006
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camp in two weeks. ohh thank you god, get me out of hereford.
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woke up early. Rushed to a doctors appointment. Productive? I think so. Might I add my new therapist scares me a little. A little too honest sometimes, but hey it's what I need. She's really empathetic and damn smart. Good find, good find.
Don't really feel like leaving the house. Not to sure where my mother has wondered off to.
Kate..yeah she's a mess. messy mess.
Thinking about going downtown with some peers (haha peers, what a great word). Hmm I should make my day a little more productive. I think I'm going to go to a movie with Anne and dad though I don't know if I can stand to see my father, kinda in one of those moods.
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head hurts. Flipped on long board. woops.
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bought a long board yesturday and pretty it is. Something to keep me busy, though I seem to fall quite often.
Gardened all day today. Slept late.
Went camping last night. And 3am decieded I needed to be in my own bed.
Chris just called me to hang. I love him. He really is such a nice guy and an awsome friend. Though we havent seen eachother in months I don't think it will be weird. But, maybe.
I saw Kate Lindsay last night. Oh I love her.
Abby was a mess last night. Talked to her multiple times last night. I just feel bad for her. I wish I could do something. Though when she was a total mess she was drunk, though I feel like it happens when shes not drunk too. She kept asking me if I knew what it felt like to never be able to control the tears and feel empty all the time. The feeling is all too familiar, it's pretty much the worst thing that can happen to you. It never seems like it will go away, though it eventually does.
I don't want to really see anyone today. I just want to chill and be alone. I might go for a walk after dinner. I love taking drives, though it kills my gas tank.
I need to call Read. shitt son.
I love summer.
I named my long board sunshine.
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It is raining in flordia where the sun is supposed to be shinning.
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3.3 GPA. I feel like I should have done better. Blahh....
In Flordia.Now I remember why I love Vermont. Different feel for sure.
But, the sun will be nice, so I shall not complain.
Im tired, in a bad mood. This shall pass.
Staying in the same room with dad for the week, oh this should be a grand time.
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going to flordia in a few hours. yahh. i want some sun. Yes I do.
I've only been home for what 3 days and it feels like a hell of a lot longer. hmm.
got a new doctor...we will see how this goes.
a want to get a good book. A book to read on la beach.
Kate drives me crazy, yes she does. Oh hells.
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Last night Libby was really drunk. Maybe not really drunk but pretty drunk. She kept trying to talk to me and was getting so distracted. It was funny though i did have to wake up early for my exam last night. Her drunkeness always brings out the emotions and the "deep thoughts by libby landis" She said that she just wanted to tell me that she loved me and is glad that we are friends. I love my libster.. i am going to visit her soonly after i return home. I want to visit Camille as well oh how swell that would be. Friends have been really good this week. Everyone seems so happy even though exams are going on. I might go out tonight. But, it might be a bust because I do have chemistry tomorrow. But, this is libby's last night :-(. blahh!
I have to start packing. NOOOO. I don't want to go home.
boys suck big dong dong- uvm facebook group...so true.
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Happiness is a lasting feeling these past few weeks. Thank fucking god.
I have fallen in love with vermont. Really love. Fucking love vermont.
Had a mud fight on the green today. Hells yeah. Got real muddy. Got mud in Ted's ear and eye.
Had girl talk with Anneli, Libby, and Cary.
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took an exam today. It seemed easy. real easy.
two more exams to go.
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Last night was the naked bike race. There were 100's of students riding around naked on bikes around campus, with thousands of people watching. I will say last night was crazy. Craziest night of the year for sure. Fireworks, naked boys, drunken fights, bongos being played, people signing, dance parties all over campus and yeah that sums up UVgroovy.
Peace.
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Kim has cancer and has dropped out of college.
This morning had a therapist appointment it was okay.
Ate lunch with Anneli.
Too much work.
Found out I was the only one in my section to get an A, in english. boo yah.
classes are over.
Brian likes me.
Final tomorrow.
Naked bike race tonight.
Therapy with Claudia in 30 min.
peace.
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Facebook O man O man.
About to go sleep outside on the grass.
Things are good. Happy.
Saw Jurassic 5 with naughty by nature, and rahzel. I got up onto stage. But, then got kicked off. Oh joy of concerts.
Spring fest was good. I didn't stay for long. Made a tie dye t-shirt. Heard gov't mule play. mike gordon played later i think.
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Wednesday, April 26th, 2006
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school is almost over. Scary. Real scary. I don't want to leave my friends. I love my friends here, really I do. But, no classes hell that will be heaven. for rizzel.
I have a doctors appointment with Claudia. I think we only have one more doctors appointment after this. It makes me sad, I really do like her. Shes nice to me even though she doesn't have to be and she cares. tear tear.
Shaindy is still at hopkins. Ahh. I hope she is okay. I call but no one answers.
I have so much work. But I have already done a lot of it. I have written 4 papers this past week. I have 2 more to write. And then I am done in the english department.
Done with english
Done with religion
Done with med term
Not done with Ab psych
Not done with organic chem
Not done with environmental studies
1/2 way done. Hells fucking yeahhh.
4 more days of classes and then finals o man o man.
Do not ask how i survived this semester because I am unsure. It was far from smooth but could have been a hell of a lot worse.
Got a C on my Chem exam. My professor fucking loves me. I think he's hot. But, everyone reminds me that he is 60. But, if you knew him you would totally understand. So i handed him my exam the other day and he just started grading it, i didn't even ask. And then some other girl asked him to grade hers and he said that he was only grading mine. ahh love. haha.
Going to make dinner with Camille tonight.
Still need to talk to Anneli
Have a doctors appointment in 45 minutes and I'm just trying to waste the time away.
Where has Libby gone?
Spring fest is this weekend. Oh music all day!! ohh yah. Jam bands. I love UVM. Something about the warm summer months makes me want to get wasted. Or maybe I am just annoyed with everything and I just want something new. Maybe maybe. I don't know. I really don't know.
Going to Flordia soon. Sunshine shall bring happiness.
Got a cute skirt yesturday. yah liza. yahh!
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Saturday, April 22nd, 2006
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All the stereotypes about frat boys are 100% true. Why was I so fucking stupid? Stupid Liza. Stupid Liza.
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going to pick libby up from the airport. It has been dead on campus this weekend. Hung out with chris last night went to some random parties, nothing to exciting. Going to pick libby up watch some movies and order some chinease food. and then cara come home later. Oh my lovies.
have to get up at 6am for course regerstration, damn bastards. And yeah english is cancelled so im getting up for nothing. I am not going to really worry all that much about getting my classes, overrides are pretty easy, so yeah. yeah yeah.
david keeps calling me today, and liza never picks up woops. actually many people called me and i didn't pick up. Dont feel like talking. Not in a bad mood just in my own world.
I want to go to school at unversity of california santa barbra. oh that would be nice. i love sunshine. I know anne you are reading this right now thinking haha i got to school in flordia. damn you.
yeah I need to go on my way my friends
yesturday two people were fencing out on the green with sheilds made out of bathroom thingys. i dunno all i know is its classic UVM.
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Saturday, April 15th, 2006
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Last night went to north beach. made a fire, had some killer s'mores. chilled with friends, told stories. North beach is the love of my life, last night it was beyond pretty. Damn, it was nice. Right on the water with the mountains in the backround. ohh love.
It was raining, i think it stopped. I am waiting to go to bruch with Cary. Not many people are here this weekend. Though I have much work to pound out this weekend. I've already pounded out two papers, yeah liza.
Yesturday Camille and I went down to tent city. Student protest, ran into mad amount of people. There was food dancing and live music. people were dancing around playing frisbee. oh sweet. It was a classic UVM event. Ran into mads amount of people. Hung with Rachel, oh i love Rachel, really i love that girl. The protest has been going on for the past week, people have been camping out on the green demanding for workers to get paid more money. A lot of the people who work for UVM are getting paid under min. wage. how that is legal i do not know. There was talk of the cops coming. Didn't believe it so much. I left last night to go to North beach and when I came back tent city was gone :-( damn fucking cops. I have yet to really hear what went on, all I know is there must have been mad drama with the cops vs. the students, that's all I know.
Going to brunch with Cary when she gets out of the shower. Ah. I love cary. We've been hanging a lot recently.
Oh last night I ran into Chris. Oh why do I like chris. It is just bad news. He is such a fucking tease, I swear. Yesturday I ran into him and we had breakfast together and he was wasted at 8am ohh chris. He had to sing for admitted students day and yeah he was wasted the whole time. I ran into him like 800 times yesturday. He kept telling me that I needed to call him and it would make his night if I came to hung out with him and how he really wanted to hang with me and blahh blahh blahh. boo. I didn't call him. I feel like he says all this shit and never wants to hang out. what to do with this boy I am not sure. Maybe he really does like me. Libby says that he likes me, but he is just a damn tool. Oh boys.
Skipping therapy for the next few weeks. Fuck who needs therapy? Not Eliza Murphy. I am going to cancel my appointments on monday. I just don't feel like I need it right now and I don't feel like it has been productive. whatever. Claudia may be pissed or wondering what the hell I am doing. But, hey she's fucked with me enough times. So I don't really care at this point. I just fucking want summer. Oh summer where are you?
ohh yeah. I got my room assignment for next semester. I am living in one of the new buildings. I am living on the fourth floor with a sweet view. I am living in a large spacious single, with its own bathroom. Ohh i've been spoiled at UVM.
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